A dream of someone....

There are days that I get so lonely

It seems that there is a hole inside me, a void in my soul

a sharp ache that pierces my chest.

Sometimes I just sigh and try to clear my mind,

so that I can appreciate the joy the day is

trying to offer me, but I cant.

Im into much pain.

There are nights that I cry myself to sleep hoping and praying

that somebody will see me as me, for I go through life without

somebody noticing my existence.... I just want to be seen.

Somebody asked me If I was happy...It was a simple question but I had a hard time

answering...I guess I havent found my happiness yet and honestly I dont know how to find it.

But I do know what my fears are.... I fear that nobody will ever love me...

All I want is someone who will love me for what I am, someone who will bring out the best in me

and ignore the worst in me.

Someone who will fill that void in my soul and make me whole.

I have always longed and dreamed of a love who\'s going to stand still, hold me and just be there

for me....maybe then i\'ll be happy....