Live no more

I try to give a hug,
And I get pushed away.
I don't know what to do,
It happens everyday.

No one loves me,
No one wants my hug.
This has made me realize,
That I'm as ugly as a bug.

I tell myself this over an over,
But I already know.
So I take out my knife,
And I hold my wrist down low.

I rip it quick and hard,
And the blood begins to flow.
I wrap a band around my arm,
And tie it in a bow.

The vain gets bigger,
The blood flows more.
I do it again,
And it squirts on the door.

I begin to feel weak,
I lie on the floor.
The world hates me,
So I've settled the score.

And I live no more