I MISS YOU

When I look at a picture of you when you were a little boy,
Holding gum balls in your dirty little hands.
Or when I think of all the pain we have gone through together,
The days that seems like all hell has broken loose,
Or the days that seem so clam,
As clam as a magic carpet ride through the night sky.
I miss you.
When I hear your name,
Or the word Patton,
I miss you.
You're a big part of my life,
You're my older brother.
There are times that sit in bed and cry till there are no tears left in my body,
No matter how old you are,
Mo matter how far you are,
I miss you.
I am as happy as a baby when held in a mother's arms,
To see you getting your life together,
Whenever I wish that you are here I thank God that I have you as my brother.
I don't know what I would do if you died.
Would I take my own life?
Would I sit by your side and cry like a baby?
Who really knows?
But one thing that I do know is that...
I would miss you.
So you see even in the times that I want to kill you,
I still Love you and...
BOY
DO I MISS YOU.