I belong to you for the moment.
And this moment wont last forever.
Soon slipping into a world of inexistence,
the time we share still remains insufferable.
I am begging you to be my escape.
But you are a place of confinement.
Not being who I want to be,
But being who I must.
I hide behind my sorrow,
Unable to open and flourish.
You are incapable of fulfilling my needs.
Instead, you force me to want.
Being carried with you,
is a pride I do not understand.
When you repel from my affection,
I feel unworthy and unsought.
I begin to except the fate,
As i doubtfully hide my feelings.
Afraid of being rejected,
by your inattentive heart.
As you remain unaware,
And my feelings are hidden,
I will continue to rely
on the one person I don't understand.
But to rest with confidence
First requires trust.
Extend your empty hand,
and receive my burdened heart.