Charming Betrayal

I know that it seems compared to you that I didn't care.
But what I said was fair.
That which I can help,
I refuse to hurt for.
This time was peace.
There was no war.
It wasn't love that I asked for.
I convinced myself that this time it would last.
Now I pretend that it's all in the past.
Why do I set myself up for all this shit?
When you are the causing of this rift.
I have my dreams.
You have you lies.
I have my time.
You only have your foolish rhymes.
I used to cherish your charm.
Now whenever it comes my way, it sets off an alarm.