No one notices my pain, no one cares
The things I go through, you could never imagine
All Ive ever wanted was for someone to be there
Some one to love me and care for me
Im just invisible to those around me
So I smile and pretend everythings just fine
I want to go back to those happy days
The days I didnt have these nagging thoughts
Things were fine, but each day got worse
Small things add up and you end up with a mountain
Day after day I cried more and more
Still, no one noticed, so I masked the truth from myself
Will I ever be able to reveal me?
My true self, I\'m not that person you think I am
All that is just a mask, hiding the truth
Im afraid of whats become of me, I hate myself
Tears turned to blood, as the cuts got deeper
They started out as only scratches
I thought I could handle it, all the pain,
Thought I could stop thought I was strong.
Days got longer and the pain worsened
My friends they tried to help, reassured me Id be ok
They lied; they lied like all the rest
Im not ok, things arent getting better
The cuts have scarred, the tears have run rivers
Ive tried so hard, I honesty have
But nothing is getting better for me
I feel so weak, how I am meant carry on?
To pin point the problem is impossible
Whats wrong with me? Why do I cry?
Im sick of it all, the endless lies
The ever-growing problems, keep telling my self Im wrong
Im trying so hard to carry on; Ive got so far
So for now, I will not be hurt any further
You cant keep hurting me, I wont stand for it
I will not be broken by... myself!
