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by lost•in•lies Nov 18, 2005 category : Sadness, depression / lost relationships
As she\'s walking down the hall happy as can be she is thinking to herself \"i know he does love me\" She gets to her locker with the big smile on her face then she\'s sees her best friend the smile on her face is erased Her friend comes up to her and says \"Go dump your dumb boyfriend!\" She asks her \"why? what\'s wrong? i dont want it to be the end!\" Her friend says \"he asked her out! He\'s cheating on you!\" She says \"no way this cant be he promised he\'d be true!\" Her friend said \"hun... i\'m so sorry but i was right there\" She said \"no... i love him and he told me that he cared\" Her friend said \"please... you deserve better he\'s just a selfish player\" She said \"Fine but i\'ll ask him first if he really does love her...\" She starts to walk and then she thinks \"if he pulled this a second time...\" anger starts to get to her \"he\'s not gonna be mine\" She sees him down the hall and begins to yell \"GOT SOMETHING TO TELL ME? CAN\'T WAIT FOR YOU TO GO TO HELL!\" he says \"we\'re through\" and more anger comes upon her her surrondings dont mean anything everything else is just a blur She starts to scream and yell at him a surprised look is now on his face he now sees what a jerk he was the things he said he\'s trying to erase she calls him a player and says she wont listen to his lies she sick of being controlled by him and sick of hearing him cry After she\'s done yelling she storms away real fast she feels a weight lifted away his lies were the last She\'s not gonna trust any guy they just arent worth the pain she\'s not gonna love anyone guys just make girls insane She cant stand wathing girls fall for guys dumb lies it just makes her sick watching them wish to die no guy will have that control over her and her heart she wont ever let a guy rip her heart apart You\'d think this girl is happy because she thought all this through but you\'d never come to think you just wouldnt have a clue who this girl is inside she\'s torn into two she just cant stand this pain this pain of losing you You look at her and think good things because she looks happy as can be when inside she wants to die guess what? this girl is me