Dirt

Itchy, red, scratchy, skin.
Scrape away the dirt.
Open a hole that lets the stinging satisfaction cover everything.
numb euphoria.
Scrape away the dirt.
The realization of what you have just done kicks in.
shame.
Cold dripping pain. pointless, meaningless never do it again.
anger.
drowsiness.
B l u r r y.
F a l l i n g.
No more dirt