I don't freaking care how big I am
Or if I don't win
So why do you care so bad?
That's just sad
If I brought up that issue with you
I'd get slapped
So why can't I slap you
Because you'd take everything away from me
Everything I ever owned
But you can't take memories
Always remember I don't forgive easily
And my trust you will never had
You think I forgave you!
Think again
You were never my friend
I hate your guts
I wish I could run
And never speak to you again
But in the end you always win
I always have to put on a front
For you because you have the power and control
It hurts to see my eyes so puffy red
Then I think I'm ugly
Do you want me to be anorexic or something
Would that satisfy you
Make you feel better
You think I have the attitude problem
Now that I'm a teen
I just grew silent
Because to react would cost me everything
But even not talking is a problem
Like ignoring you is worse
Then yelling back in to your face
