Dead On Arrival

*The title is one from Fall Out Boy, i was listening to the song and got inspired..

In a pretty glowing box,
I was sent to you.
The last time you saw me,
I hope it finally soaked through.

That i was miserable,
Tired and alone.
That each day was a burden,
And not just of my own.

I haven't had a bad life,
It's just me and this head.
It seems to have a mind of its own,
And desperately wants me dead.

I have lost many,
That were dear and close to me.
And now i feel so alone,
My only friend this misery.

I can't stand these changes,
I'm so drastically up and down.
Sometimes I'll be over the moon,
And then i can't shake this frown.

So here i am at your door,
Dead on arrival.
Because the journey i took to get there,
Was my one and only rival.