I gaze out my bedroom window,
Watching the beautiful snowflakes gliding down.
It brings back memories of how i used to be,
I would never be caught wearing a frown.
I try so hard to follow this,
But it's getting so hard to pretend.
All i want is this pain to stop,
I need this misery to end.
I remember last Christmas when i was as happy as anyone could be,
No cares in the world, No pain in my heart,
Just a life full of happiness and glee.
I think about the past and i silently start to cry,
Each falling teardrop,
asking the same, simple question "why?"
So i gaze out my window again,
Trying to release the pain.
And i pray that my nest Christmas,
I will know who i am again..
