I want you to know that I'm not happy. i haven't been for a long time. the way i feel right now is horrible. i don't feel wanted my you. i don't feel loved by you. I'm feeling like nothing to you again. you hardly come and see me anymore. you said things would be different, but things aren't. once again i believed you lies knowing you'll just deceive me. i listened to my heart but all that got me is heartache. i tell myself things will get better though i know I'm wrong. when things go wrong i tend to lose control. then things tend to get ugly. only if you saw, only if you felt, only if things were different... only if my heart hadn't broke... only if i go to deep then everything will be alright
