If you look into my eyes,
you can see darkness.
You can see into my soul and find hatred and betrayal.
My heart is torn and tattered,
ripped to shreds by those whom I called "family".
Now all I seek is my death.
My thoughts of blood consume me,
and every day I take one step closer to death,
one step closer to the edge.
Don't say you don't know why I feel this way.
Its all your fault!
You cheated on my mother,
lied to me for years.
I thought that I could rest assured,
knowing you'd never do anything like what you did..
But I was wrong!
I trusted you with all my heart,
believed in you,
I thought that I could tell you anything.
But I was wrong!
You ripped out my heart,
lost my trust,
but worst of all,
you lost your daughter.
Your own flesh and blood.
Now you're sad when I ignore your calls,
or when I dont answer your messages.
and you tell me your hurt by the way I treat you,
but you know what!
I don't care!
Because when you cheated,
you werent thinking about how I felt!
How my mother would feel!!
You were only thinking about your self.
Well I hope that your happy,
with the things that you have done,
because you've lost my love,
and it's all your fault!
You brought it upon yourself
And you have no one else to blame!
