Tormented Soul

I sit here thinking of you
Wondering if your thinking of me
Highly doubting its true
Your my only known key

I'm reminded of your face
With everything I touch
Wishing my heart wouldn't race
Wishing I didn't love you this much

Knifes and needles lie before me
Dark blood escapes my soul
Blackness is beginning to see
Stenches so awful and foul

It's a rainbow of hurt
Each colour with it's pain
Never lying in my dirt
Seizing the momentary gains

Life does go on
But not for some
Nothing will dawn
Never going to come