Lonely Thoughts

Every breath is a mistake
Every cut is peace
Cuts heal but more I will make
My pain refusing to cease

Blood is loneliness spilling
Leaving my unwelcome spirit
Not going to be missed or missing
Loneliness, I don't fear it

Welcoming peace and death
To my horrible existence
My hand clinging to meath
Ignoring my minds resistance

My life is screwed up
Theres no fixing available
No caring is followed up
My life is not able