Hatered

Theres so much hate in this world today.
And so much suicide we dont know who to blame.
The parents, the friends, the boys, the T.V.
But i blame myself not others you see?
I dont have a mom and hardly a dad
And i look back and miss so much of what i had.
I feel im not worth it so why look my way?
Joy hides my scares and help pass by another day.
Why am i here not out there?
Why does it rain and why do i care?
Theres why to every question thats followed by another.
And an unexplained answer thats givin by a mother.