This is my suicide

You promised you be there.. and would never brake my heart the way others did, and i was stupid enough to believe you but what you don't realize you hurt me more then they ever could becase i was really in love with you there wasn't a doubt in my mind. I promised the same things to you but i held up my end, the endless nights fighting cause i wanted a little freedom and you said no but the second, you're life came back you left for days on endso now i don't know what to do. But i only kno one way to kill the pain.. This is my suicide