Pretending works...for a little bit

You always find that other person you fall for
You don't understand why
but you do
You have liked other people but this one person you cant seem to let go
They are in your every thought
You could walk into a room full of people and the only one you look for is that one person
but than when you realize that you mean nothing to them
A hole starts to form in you heart
its hurts more and more with growth
you try everything
you try blocking them out
it doesn't work
you try to ignore them
but then you just find yourself looking for them
all the time
You try to stop thinking about them
but it just gets worse
They have moved on
and you cant understand why you cant
You try so hard to smile
portending may work for some time
you finally brake down..
so this apart of life...
but if you ask me..
I cant take it anymore...
the hole has grown to its max.
and the pain is more than i can take..
I just wish I could I say...
Yeah... things are great... I'm happy...
but for some reason... I feel like will never be able too..