I cry for no reason
I cry all the time
It's my past lingering
Locked in my mind
I see it over and over again
Get out of my god dam mind
It's haunting me its hurting me
I JUST CAN'T LEAVE IT BEHIND
Everywhere I go is another memory
And other thing in my past I've denied
These memories chase me, won't leave me alone
Its kills me and rips me and sheds me inside
My friends they try to understand
The pain I'm going through
I love them for how they try
But they just don't have a clue
Put yourself in my shoes I say
See how you'd survive
Being broken and ripped everyday
Hating being alive
How about you leave me alone
These crooked memories of mine
Go get lost, leave my life
Give me hope or a sign
Where's god anyway
Ain't he supposed to be here?
Helping and healing and doing his thing
I don't see him anywhere near
God, what a joke,
Just like my life
Living in this, the hurt and despair
Still cutting away with my knife
Can't you see me god?
Can't u see my pain?
Can't you see all the hurt that I feel?
Can't you see all the blame?
