I can't say I'm happy,
when you tell me your leaving.
letting go, while i hold on
to what i still believe in.
I never lied when i said i loved you,
i wouldn't take even 1 memory back,
My mind is still full of the choices,
reminding me of the love we lack.
The moments we spent were perfect
at least when i was with you,
memories still ask me,
why i said we're through.
But once it all was different,
it all began to change,
every night I'd hear those 3 words,
but nothing was the same.
You weren't here to hold me,
almost a state away
my mind was filled with fears.
of all i couldnt say.
i turned my back on missing you,
on giving the distance a try,
i turned away
from all that you promised
and let our almost true love die...
