The mum i knew...

She wont stop talking,
about the man she lost,
this is killing me inside,
and it comes at a high cost,
mum please get better,
i cant stop you from being like this,
you make me so mad i want to scream,
but i love you so much,
i want to kill the man who did this,
and make it all go away,
your forgetting me mum,
please be the mother i loved so much,
i miss you mum,
your not like you used to be,
I'm dying inside,
i wish i could hide...
someone save me,
before i cant survive....