No Longer A Girl

I see you everyday
a prefect life you still have
a smile and and a laugh
I'm happy that you're glad

my broken innocents
your cunning words
lost is my innocents
no longer a girl

just one moment
is all i ask
for u to see the truth
and to fall on your a**

i thought u were everything
u were Mr. right
but i was wrong
and i still cry at night

yes, i still love u
but the damage is there
u don't seem to see it
its as though u don't care

do u not see me
i get bigger every day
please see the truth
and listen to what i say

we are bound
a choice not our own
as soon as i tell u
i know you'll be gone

i wish u would say
that you'd be there for me
but a dream is a dream
and what i have isn't what u see

so how do i say
that your baby is due
anytime in September
should i say i though u knew?

so i wait
for the day will come
u will meet your daughter
maybe even love her some

so to my parents
i love u so dear
but i couldn't bring another burden
especially more tears

and to my lover
i hope u will see
the choice we had made
has ruined me

later on i see u smiling,
walking down a street
should i run and hug u?
shout with a greet?

the answer is no,
but maybe some day
when i have the courage
to say what i have to say

i see you everyday
a perfect life you still have
a smile and and a laugh
I'm happy that you're glad

my broken innocents
your cunning words
lost is my innocents
no longer a girl

*this poem is true, but its not about me, one of my friends is going through this and i wanted to show her the reality of her life*