This Life of mine

Haunted....
I've been waited in the shadows for too long...
The music still Plays...
The people still laugh...
But i still remain alive...
I have a secret...
That i haven't told for so long...
I'm so scared to feel alone...
In this world i don't belong...
I shouldn't have been born into here...
I'm nothing...
So leave me behind...
Like everyone else does...
Maybe i've Seen things i wish i never saw...
There's things i wish i could take back...
But now its just too late...
I'm just too scared to take the next step..
I wonder why We're even here...
Why do i still live if i wanna die..
I wish someone would just take my life away...
But if i stay to see what happens next why not just take my own life..
Than it would all end...
The world would be much happier.