Come to see me at the grave I was put in for the rest of my time being
The world must know what a horrible person I was for the fact i was believing
Unclothed and noticed as I was standing thee naked for emotions are shown
I was burning up on the inside for I knew I would forever now be in fact alone
Running and escaping in the mind I held hostage for sum 13 yrs. I was living
Some people say when we hit rock bottom it's ok but I think their just kidding
If they knew I cried a lot and felt the emptiness drain from my pure heart
If they knew everything I was and become it would tear them apart
Walking at a very slow pace beginning to realize they forget my face that day
Feeling sorry for themselves because my happiness really did decay
Time never stands still especially in the world we live in the new generation
But today I honestly there's something that went wrong with todays education
Try to be there and try to make it happen that so my heart bleeds again for u
For the time again That I sit in the grave that's mine in the pure hell below
I am under the surface the part you wanted me in for time to slow
My thy friend that lives in the earth and land above my gracious body
I hope you and you friends are surely going to miss the soul of me
I was once an angel , and a Friend to you and the world
Now I am just a demented keeper of hell that now is curled
wrote on the date of 11-18-05
