I wonder why???

Sometimes i wonder, Does anyone ever know, the person i am inside? to the world i will never show. I wonder why?

So many thoughts on my mind, No one even thinks to ask,
Who is the real me? hidden behind a mask...I wonder!!

They hear my laughter, see a smile on my face, my tears do not show , when the smile is in place.

Can anyone see the hurt?, Can anyone feel my pain?. I wonder?

Yes i hide it so well, As peace i seek to gain. Are there others like me, keeping one person inside? I WONDER!!!

While to the world they display a false pride? Why are we hiding? What are our fears? Do we believe no one sees behind the smiles are our tears? I WONDER

We feel so safe, as our true self wears a mask, but being 2 people isn't always a simple task!!

There is only one, thats knows the true me. and that is my true GOD for my thoughts only he can see.

From him i will never hide. He knows the tears i cry, only 2 him do i confide, and only he knows the WHY....

When everything in my life,
seems more than i can bear,
to him i must turn for someone, that i know will truly care.
I WONDER I WONDER I WONDER!!