Where r u at when I need u dad?

Where r u at when I need u?
Not here, or there, or anywhere.
It's been 8 years without a dad,
or precious memories we could of had.
Where r u when I need u?
Not here,
Not there,
Not anywhere
Dad u said u would be back,
u Swore,
it's like my life is one big nightmare!
Where r u at when I need u,
not here,
there,
or anywhere.
But after all the years I learned not to cry,
when I think of u I just sit back and give a big sigh,
Where are u at when I need u dad?