LIFE

I held a blade in my fist,
I press it into my wrist,
A minute lives the pain,
Forever lives the shame,
In the form of a scar,
LIFE SUCKS!!! NO DAH!
I ask, as the blood pours out
Why am I here? What is life about?
I ask, why does life bring what life brings.
Then as always the phone rings.
Its my friend, we share a laugh
Were reminded of happy stuff,
The following silence is very awkward,
I vow to forget the past just move forward
The mistake weve both made,
Together we destroy our blade.

Destroy one, find another.
Always thinking of the life wed rather
Focusing on the bad and not the good,
Doing what we want not what we should
Are we too far in this bull shit?
Is it too late to build a bridge and get over it?
Is there really a light at the end of the tunnel?
Coz my life seems one big jumble.

I repeatedly ask myself why,
Why does life so much I want to die?
Why has this pain hit me and my friends?
Wtf? Is this the latest trends?
Why is self harm all of a sudden so cool?
Why do my life and death face a constant duel?
This is so stupid and so dumb,
Why wont it end? When? Where? How come?
But seriously I dont want to die,
And I wont, not yet, I refuse to say goodbye.

A minute lives the pain,
Forever lives the shame,
In the form of a scar
LIFE SUCKS no dah,
But the bridge will be built
There will be no more guilt
The tunnel will end
And happiness will be my friend

hey ppl this is thh first poem i ever wrote so soz if it sucks but id appreciate it all the same if you rated or commented and ill try n do the same thanx