Losing you

I am losing you all over again,
It hurts like Hell.
You're not supposed to leave me like this.
Not now...
When you leave,
You will be taking a piece of me with you.
I may never be the same.
You're not gone yet
But I feel so empty.
I do all I can not to think about it...
I read,
I watch tv,
I clean...
Anything I can think of to keep my mind off of you.
And it doesn't work.
As soon as I am alone,
The tears start to flow..
Harder and harder than the time before.
I feel myself faling deeper,
Deeper into that black hole of depression.
Falling further and further
Until I can't fall no more.
Look at the affect you have had on my life...
It's not fair,
We were supposed to do so much together.
Now there is no time for your time is near.
I won't be there when you leave..
It'll be too hard.
I wish we had more time...