Its So Hard

Its so hard to say "I love you" and not draw back in tears...

Its so hard to know that your not there to help me face my fears...

Its so hard to know the phones at reach but I cannot hear your voice...

Its so hard to know that breaking up was not my choice...

Its so hard to see you laughing when I'm dying deep inside...

Its so hard to just find feeling and now have to make them hide...

Its so hard to live without you when I need you more than words...

To scream how much I love you but hold back and not be heard...

Its so hard to go to sleep at night when I cannot dream of you...

Its so hard to think that you might fall in love with someone new...

Its so hard to not start crying when I hear your favorite song...

Its so hard to sit and wonder where did I go wrong...

Its so hard to live without you if I only would have known...

I will never love another I would rather be alone...