Confessing to the mirror,
I have never looked that way.
Right side, left too,
Everything is so mixed up, confused.
Shattered and heart struck dead,
I need to re-start, once again.
Time after time I need to look back,
Thank the ones who helped me shine.
The image in the picture,
It doesn't fit; I can't cut it straight.
Rough edges converse into the boundaries,
What can be done now?
Shades of black and white cover my skin,
Reflection of scars running up and down.
Up the top I had climbed,
Down the stairs I tumbled slowly.
Dark eyes and tears falling,
I don't like me anymore.
Journey so fast has become,
Mixed with the ones I love and forget.
The person looking back at me wants me,
To accept the change, the people too.
I can't just let them leave me,
It's been too long.
Cemented into my heart,
It's all in me forever.
Tears will dry and create ice,
Shivering me from the heat of summer.
Sweat will combine with the rush of love,
That will comfort me in the wind.
Reflection so blinding,
The image, me, completing screwed.
