God from heaven up above
I'm broken inside for someone I love
What I feel inside I must let out
I'm sorry if I cry, I'm sorry if I shout
I destroyed what could have been
I rejected love, I rejected him
Losing him forever is the price I pay
For marking his life in the most f**ked up way
For a while our relationship had to be unknown
I felt uncomfortable, I'd rather be alone
Until I got pregnant he showed more affection
My mind confused that led me to depression
I felt scared
Even though he showed he cared
My life was about to change
I felt unready, I felt strange
Unfortunately I decided to end my pregnancy
Regretful I am now for the good things I couldn't see
For what I have done
I cannot forgive
My baby is gone
I don't deserve to live.
