Mistake

Forever in my thoughts,
Forever in my dreams,
Forever in my heart,
You will always be.

Can't stand no more,
Can't live,
Can't swallow,
Can't live in this world of impending sorrow.

Death is close,
It is so near, your heart so close to mine, with extreme fear,
I tremble and sway,
For i fear that i can't live another day.

The cough the swallow,
The tremble in your voice,
For i am motionless, this is your choice.

Pick up the phone and dial emergency,
To save your life,
Would that be the right key,

I can't live to know your not there,
I can't live to know, I'm so scared,
I can't live but neither can you,
So life you are done with it is ova and through.

*dedicated to the one person who understood me but left without a word*