Messed up

This is to one of my old girls..who i really cared about...and i heard one of our old songs...soo yeah but here it is...

life is all broken
all because of before
when my life was dedicated
to the life of gang war

it was all fun
throwing up sign
id tell every girl
that i wanted to make them mine

i had my own girl
who was always there
she was always by myside
i knew she cared

we\'d do everything
sneak out in the night
we\'d always hug and kiss
and we\'d never fight

i told you i loved you
all from day one
you loved me
what have i begun

what messed it all up
why were you cryin
was it because you were afraid
of me just dyin

everyone said
you are the finest one in madera
you were my life
in this gang type era

when i was mad
i\'d sometimes give you a scare
you thought i didnt love you
but the love was always there

when the crew would
sell drugs to all
i was always right there
standing real tall

this girl was my life
we both said we cared
no problems between us
the love was always there

the gang got to serious
making big time deals
my girl got scared
that they would soon do kills

she couldnt handle it
i left her for the gang
my biggest mistake
all because of gangbang