How the hell am i suppose to?

How am i supposed to,
smile like i dont care,
while she ruffles your hair,
and whispers in your ear?

how am i supposed to,
laugh out loud,
pretending to be happy,
enjoying my time tonight?

how am i supposed,
keep in your tears,
stading straight,
tryin and failing to forget my fears.

how am i supposed to,
get over you,
when your standing here,
in front of me.

your standing their,
your eyes are twinkling,
your smiling your smile,
your laughing your luagh and stealing my heart.

how the hell am i supposed to forget,
how the hell am i supposed to let go,
how the hell am i supposed to fly free,
how the hell am i supposed to be happy, be me.