All ive ever wanted..

My opinions don't matter to you,
yet barely even to me,
why wont you just take a look,
or at least try to see.

i need them here to help me,
to even hold me back,
because self control is one thing,
that i truly lack.

I'm about to break down,
because of what you've done,
i feel this is a battle,
that Ive lost and have not won.

they tell me that they care,
even when i can hear my name,
being talked about among their group,
I'm sick of this stupid game.

i cant trust anyone,
while I'm stuck behind these walls,
and everything Ive ever wanted,
was to go back to great falls.