I Think I've Finally Done It

I think I've finally done it,
I think I may have won,
The fight is almost over,
Although it's just begun,
The tears I cried mean nothing,
They're just in my dreams,
All the thoughts I felt,
Were so much sadder then they seemed.

I think I've finally done it,
I think I'm on my own,
No one gets left behind,
And no one gets left alone,
Although the tears I felt,
They still sting my eyes,
I turn around,
And look at you,
You'll never take away my pride.

I think I've finally done it,
I think I'm happy now,
I guess I just didn't know,
Where or why or how,
I finally found the happiness,
That I've been searching for,
All because,
I don't love you anymore.

I think I've finally done it,
I think I can laugh again,
We can hang out,
I can smile,
We can be just friends,
For once I won't think,
About what might have been,
Because this is now,
And that was then.

I think I've finally done it,
I think I'll be alright,
I may have been hurting,
But I haven't lost my 20/20 hind sight,
I'll follow in your footsteps,
Be the woman I can be,
All because of one thing,
You meant so much to me.

I think I've finally done it,
I guess I think it's true,
I guess I'm happy now,
Because I don't love you,
Spin me around,
Hit the ground,
Party up,
But don't fall down,
Love me,
Hold me,
Shake me,
Take me,
Break me off,
I'll be there to laugh,
And you won't be there enough.

I think I've finally done it,
I think I know I'm done,
I guess you were just another phase,
Another part of my fun,
I think I think it's over,
And I know that it's true,
I spent too much time,
Thinking about you,
I'm over,
It's done,
I can move on again,
Cause baby it seems I gotta ask you,
Where have you been?

Please comment/vote on this one! I spent a lot of time and tears on this and I really want to know if you guys like it! If you have poem requests, be free to email them to me and I'll be happy to give it a shot!
Thanks!
~*Lauren*~