Drifting Away Forever

Everything around me is getting foggy,
my soul has finally gone numb,
sitting, staring into the darkness,
don't know where I'm going or coming from.

My mind turns off repeatedly,
my heart is no where to be found,
I feel like I'm always falling,
and soon I'll hit the ground.

I can only hear my heart beating,
in a supposedly noisy room,
blocking everything out around me,
as sullen as a tomb.

I can't seem to focus on anything,
for I keep drifting in and out of this sleep,
this horrible feeling of melancholy,
makes me want to weep.

Nothing can fix this problem,
for I don't feel happy or upset,
I just feel like I'm drifting,
away from happiness, pain, and regret.

I wish that I could feel something,
happiness or pain,
then I wouldn't be so worried,
because I would know how to explain.

But the numbness has taken control,
leaving me to wonder why,
drifting away forever,
unable to smile or even cry.

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