Why

Why do i feel the way i do
because i want to be with you
why do i deny that i will always love you
because whatever i tell is true
why am i still here
because we planned to be there
why am i still breathing
because you are that one special thing
why cant you not see that
because i was being too much of a brat
why do i always cry
because i wanted to die
why aren't you here with me
when you said that you would be
why did i say all of this
because you are the one i miss