Searching for my last way out
crying to myself each night
tears are dripping down my face
blood pours out of my cut wrists
I'm digging farther for my escape
hoping id find the right place
my hair ratted from crying so hard
you didn't notice the pain in my heart
so i reach out in hopes of life
yet my hands stay empty of this light
the dark shadows creep up my faith
and destroy all thoughts of if ill make it
I'm crouched down, ashamed of this mess
should i be alive? where is my purpose?
all i have done is ruin everyone
so revenged they seeked.. and they won
i want to end this lost feeling i have
terminate my future to its end
whats the point of this any longer
so i pulled my trigger.. whats the matter..
