Only For You To Go

It's hard to look back
and see only you with her
wishing it were me
dying in despair

it's hard to feel loved
when i felt i loved you
only for my heart to be torn apart
and see you two

it's hard to act like it didn't happen
like i didn't fall for you
when I'm only begging for you to come back
only to be with you

it's not like it didn't happen
like i didn't hear about her
i tried to pretend i didn't
but you only thought of her

it's not like i thought it'd be the same
like i thought i could just forget
be best friends with you again
as if nothing happened

it's not like i didn't care
even if i pretended so
i believed every word you said
only for you to go...