I can't handle it

I know I know we never were
but the time we had was a blur
of memories and magic
but now it’s all so tragic
I have to let go,
but I want to say no
because I have never been so far.
I have learnt that time is everything,
thinking of who you are.
Hold my hand, I know you never will
but I need to hold you forever, time is better still.
I have been lost in the moment but moments disappear,
you won’t even make the time for me next year
Can see it coming us separating,
Me self-mutilating
and you not caring that I’m tearing
because you know me because you have to know me,
this is how it all will be.
But give me a chance,
The time of day,
Even a second,
I can’t let this get away.
I’m in love and though it is hard to admit,
It is the tragic and I can’t handle it.