Colorless

All around, i see it
it is everywhere i look
i need it so,
yet i cannot erase all the pain
it causes me to feel inside

have you ever looked into my eyes?
you cannot tell me you have not seen a blue so deep, so pure
but i know what secrets they hold
and i know the tears that they continue to hide

all around, i see it
all around, i feel it
as the knife stabs my gray and unrequited heart
look into my eyes
and see all the sadness
drowning in my deep, colorless blue sea

i live inside a hole
i dug for myself
and soon i will be
nothing more than bones
as i am fading away,
buried alive by depression
and a heart that forever bleeds

all around, i see it
all around, i feel it
all around, it makes me ache inside
love; my unrequited dream
that bleeds all the happiness away

i. don't. want. to. feel. anymore.
all around. i feel it.
all around. i see it.
please. let me breathe no more.

i hurt inside.
i hurt more than anyone can know.