I never thought i could feel this way
this year has been a drag
feelings of emptiness and confusement embeded in my mind
thoughts dragging me down
life was a constant struggle
always cutting, eating disorders i was going no where
giving up on life was what i wanted
to be rid of the pain i felt
one day i awake from the nightmare
i vowed to overcome the darkness
secrets i kept i wrote in a book
poems of my journey, my struggle
there they will stay as i find my strengths
noone will know the pain i went through
the cuts have healed leaving scars to remind me of the days where my soul layed black
and the weight im gaining is like gaining life!
im saying goodbye to the old me
im embrasing the new
scared of what i was
im venturing into the future
hopeing never to be brought back down
this is a new start
goodbye to the past
im finialing letting go
