U picked me up

First time i saw you i took a second glance
i was pissed of my face running from a world i didn't like
scares embeded my body
the past was taking over me
as i looked back at you
i saw you smile
i haven't had a drink since, i have thought about cutting myself but i restrain
i still feel worthless and ugly but you drain the sorrow
when you hold me i feel complete
i feel liek i am loved for once
the past is still clear in my mind
the thoughts are fresh
im scared you'll hurt me
but for once im taking a risk
im sick of holding back
im letting go
im hoping that you want hurt me
i want this to be fun
thankyou for picking me up of the ground
the peices of my soul, body and miond now fit together
and it just took someone to like me
thats stupid i know but your the first
heres to us