Sick of Pretending

I'm so sick of pretending,
That every thing's OK.
I'm sick of all the mending,
to make the pain just go away

Your meant to care,
its part of your job,
As my father your meant to be there
not just some fat slob

Even my mother, with who i fight
Comes to my aid,
in the middle of the night

Your just a fake
you don't really care.
next time I'll pretend
that you were there

go overseas, for my graduation,
what do i care???
its only a presentation!
I'll just pretend that you were there