Fire..

Scared...
and that is all i ever feel....
afraid and hiding for the rest
of my years...
who\'s to blame for my fears...

and they all say it was
all accident...
yes,i do believe it too.
but it makes me sad now..
i suffered the most part
of that moment
not and never you.

i was traumatized..
and
for all the things in life...
it was with fire...

for once if u could..
tell me what it is to be burned?
say something about it's
heat that damages the skin..
something about the sound of it
that makes my heart beat so fast
that i could die...
for if you speak of words
like the beauty of the fire...
i will not believe that you understan

you dont understand
those seconds of my life...
i kept it from burning me but
it did...there was nothing i could do
but watch the fire crawl up my feet...lighten up my fingers...
and causing a hundread tears....
so tell me now who could help
me fight ny fears?

i could not bear to be near it...
it hurts my head to even recall it
as i feel,see,or even hear it...
i loose my consciousness...
loosing controls as
those seconds in my life flashback...