Dear Mrs Wright
Hello You may not know me
But i doubt you have forgot
I am writing because I am lost
And writing this takes alot
I am thirteen years old; Fostered
My parents; Billy and Sue
Are my Mom and Dad
But i want to know you; Please you
I have not ever seen you;
Only in one photo under my bed
I think your so beautiful
And i sleep with dreams of you in my head
So Please this is Jess
Write back;It would mean alot
I\'m your daughter
Please tell me you have not forgot?
Love Jess
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Dear Jess
Hello my shining star
I have been waiting for so long
And your pretty face and heart
Is in a place it will always belong
I will never forget about you
And never have; I live a lie
And I am so sorry your not here
And i said good-Bye
Jess if i could have you back
I would have you here right away
And that we would not be apart
Another living day
But i was so young
And thought it was for the best
So i gave you away
And went along with the rest
But not once has a day gone by
Without you in my dieing mind
And a child like you; without
Is one of a kind
I am so lucky you wrote to me
And Ive lived for this day
And i give you my heart
To say sorry its this way
Love
Your Mom
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Dear Mrs Wright
I wrote to meet
I know its so soon and everything
But you do not know
How much happiness it would bring
I dream about you every day
And i Ive been so scared to write
But all those tears and fears
Ive had to fight
Please write back
And i want to know you more
Please write back
Do not close this door
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Dear Jess
I rang your parents
And spoke for a while
They told me stories of you
Which gave me a smile
They said its what you wanted
And they are happy to give
And it gives me another reason
For another day to live
So Ive arranged Friday night
To go out; I cannot wait
And I am so sorry
Ive replied so late
I love you with all my heart
And to see your smile again
Gives me hope
That will never grow in women
I will see you soon
And till then i smile
And I am so sorry
Its been a while
Love Mom
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Friday Night Moms coming round
I cannot wait; I wonder if she will like me
I wonder what we will do
The cinemas what shall we see?
Friday night; I\'m seeing her
The rain is pounding my screen
but I am seeing my daughter
Why is God so horrid and mean
The grips in my hair
And my shoes cleaned and shined
I hope I am like her; Shes so pretty
And that i have her mind
The mist is so thick
The ice slips my car about
'O no!' I cannot control or see
I hear a scream and shout
30 Minutes later
Shes no were in sight
This feeling of doubt
My heart trys to fight
My daughter; I need to go
Its the last thing i see
My breathe quicken; blood
My Daughter will never forgive me
Shes not coming
My parent were right
There no point of bothering
I am no longer going to fight
My heart slowly fades
And i see her face
Please God let her be okay
And keep her in a safe place
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A week later
A phone call; rang aloud
And her mind blanked out
The dieing noise from a back ground crowd
A tear ran down her pretty face
And her eyes closed with pain
The hate inside faded
From the news; Mom no longer remained
The tears cried for a women
She never barley knew
And bowed her head in shame
And in her heart love grew
A women who was barley known
And she will never see
But she lives on in her heart
Yet was barley a memorie