Guilt ran through me like a speeding train,
Blades run through me reflecting all the pain,
Hands held, are hands cold,
My heart and my mind are left unsolved,
Shaking and crying hiding in my room,
A few hours left you will be gone soon,
Rocking but motionless unable to breath,
I could not explain what you ment to me,
Tear stained cheeks i am unable to fear,
I was helpless, as you had taken the gear,
You are the only one who ever heard my pain,
Talking to you made my problems go away,
You truly helped, you truly cared,
But now I'm frightened now I'm scared,
You will leave me and expect me not to follow,
How can i live in such great sorrow,
The guilt and pain will never go away,
The loss and grief will always stay,
Forever in my heart, my soul and my mind,
You will always be there for me to find,
To guide me through the right and rong,
Forever with you i will belong,
I panicked and cryed,
Because i knew you had attempted to die!!
*don't ever leave me again i love you too much you are the only 1*
