The Devil and My Angels

There\'s a devil that watches me,
Wants me to do wrong,
And would laugh with glee,
I hate this monster and yet he\'s lived with me so long,
This devil once was nice,
Iloved him so very much then,
But he changed, saw red, his heart turned to ice,
I love him no more, that changed when i was ten

The things that he has made me do,
Not all have been intentional,
But you expect me to be happy,
Now that a razor has become inspirational,
No matter what, he always has the upperhand,
Thats the problem, thats what he loves,
He goes crazy coz he has control,
over everything in my life,
even my food, the buttering of my roll,
If that isnt weird i dont know what is,
But the reason im here today,
Is because I have my angels,
They\'ve stopped me from going astray

That devil maybe strong,
But my angels are stornger,
They\'ve taught me to do no wrong,
They\'ve taught me so much,
including how to keep calm,
So that when I get angry,
I won\'t think of self-harm,
I didn\'t stop doing it for me,
I did it for all of them,
I love them all so how could i upset,
All my angels, that saved me from what I would regret

I wish to thank-you all,
You don\'t know how much you\'ve done,
For me, in my eyes you\'re all number one,
I\'m sorry for causing you worry,
And for drowning you with my fears,
But it wont happen any longer,
For you have got rid of all my fears

*^* love you all *^*