Ive never felt so alive
Ive never had to run and hide
the things I want
I cannot have
the things I need
are all so bad
what you say I could've been
I am
what you could've been
you are
my best excuse
is that Im drained from everything
that keeps me sane
my sickness keeps me in control
from everything you'll never know
does it make you happy
does it make you mad
why am I still laughing
look at what you had
does it make you feel good
does it make you sick
that you knew that you'd be
the first to trip
I cant be your strength anymore
It stopped the last time
you walked out the door
I have no life left in me
my only reason is
that you took
everything away from me
